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It’s been a while…
I used to blog a lot every single day. I used to be on a happy strict healthy exercise and diet regime. I used to have the will and ability to be thin… Now I can’t get back into the cycle.. I can’t start dieting.. I can’t blog as it makes me hypocrite.. I want to be thin but my lack of will power makes me wonder, do I deserve it?
1) make sure your ask box is open and that you’re following me (I’ll check, bro)
(OPTIONAL BUT HIGHLY RECOMMENDED IF YOU’RE AS IMPATIENT AS ME FOR A BUDDY!) 2)Reblog this (so more people will request buddies and you don’t have to wait as long)
3) message me your current height and weight (…
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Wahh…
This time a year ago I started having trouble with food.. The stress of not being good enough at school made me stop eating properly, if I couldn’t be the smart girl I’d be the thin girl right? I thought I’d left food anxiety in the past but as I’ve just spent the last hour and a half starring at an accounting question I’m only now realizing that my food issues can be traced back to having started accounting a year ago, how can I say with certainty that this is the cause? The horrible feeling of desperately wanting to purge and exercise until collapse is back nearly As strong as ever… I feel like crying because I know the cycle of not eating right and over exercising is starting again and there’s nothing I can do to stop it because I’m stuck with this subject until college… If I can get into college which I probably won’t because ill never pass any of the fucking exams. Fml..
- August 28th -125 Sit-Ups
- August 29th -124 Push-Ups
- August 30th -123 Jumping Jacks
- August 31st -122 Leg Lifts
- September 1st -121 Jump Rope Jumps
- September 2nd -120 Arm Circles
- September 3rd -119 Step Ups
- September 4th -118 Crutches
- September 5th -117 Left Side Crutches
- September 6th -116…
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Why do I find this so funny?
Maybe because it motivates me to please this dead guy
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